The still unlighted cigarette fell out of Cain’s mouth the moment his words reached him.
It wasn’t unusual already for them to fight, over things that other starfighters would consider less than irrelevant;
Cain and Abel were certainly, a very twisted, sick version of a
romantic relationship– Where feelings were somehow never mentioned, but
always present.
In his own selfishness, his
attempt to not react to his navigator’s complaints more than the usual
allowed the latter words to hit him like a bucket filled with ice cold
water; Left him in shock, unable to understand why would Abel say
something like that
Why would Abel love him.
“ …Love? What the hell do you mean with that, Abel? ” You’re damn right you shouldn’t.
ABEL WAS ANGRY BEYOND BELIEF. He doesn’t even remember what Cain had done to start such a fight, for it to get so bad that he didn’t comprehendwhat came out of his mouth any longer but he noes, once his fighter lowered his voice, glowering in the silence that hung in the heated hair, one of them had said something wrong( judging by his expression, it had most definitely been him.)So he stays SILENT. He’s staring at the man across from him & he’s completely silent& his partner seems to be shocked at what he had said; he doesn’t blame him. Abel linger in a similar state his hear rate racing & pounding in his ears. He had made a MISTAKE. ❝What—?❞
HE DIDN’T KNOW THE ANSWER TO HIS QUESTION. He didn’t know why he even said it but he was panicking, hurrying to figure out what his mind had pieced together in the moment he had slipped with his tongue & it’s IMPOSSIBLE to find anything at all; nothing was there to remember. Sprawled out, his thoughts were, his fingers filtering through his hair as his palms pressed to his eyes & he growls, low& quiet, at himself for saying anything at all. Abel could barely confirm that what he said was VALID.
BUT DID HE LOVE HIM? God, no; he did not. Oh god, oh god, he pleaded so, Abel didn’t love him— he couldn’t. ❝Nothing. I meant nothing just— forget it,❞ he finally says, focused on the stars behind his eyelids as her pressed into them with his palms & he’s dizzy, because he can’t think of a time where he felt this conflicted. Abel couldn’t love Cain; they were nothing but partners, a team fighting through a war that INFECTED all of them.& thatprevented them from being anything but lovers, tangled in a mass of sheets &fighting a power bigger than themselves. Their conditions denied them of thatluxury &DEPRIVED them from any feeling but pain. Abel absolutely could not love Cain; it wasn’t an option;the universe wouldn’t allow it.
He chose this path. This was what he had wanted-- what he had dreamed of being. He worked && he fought, yes, child, he's fought through it all. && this is who he want to be, he knows this is who he must be, but things have changed; he has more to lose, now.
He has so much more to lose, now, boy. He wants to protect everyone, though he's not so sure you can. He have doubt in your heart but he goes on with him because losing is not an option for him. It isn't an option for his partner, either, but it's better that way; he is your fuel. He is your sun.
His name is Ethan, but they've given him the task name 'ABEL.' The fighter he's been paired with has become the force behind his power && his lover. He cannot let him down. This is his chance to protect who he loves.
HE IS THE BOY WITH THE SPIRIT OF ICARUS.
THE FIRES THAT RAGED THROUGH ALEXANDRIA STARTED AT YOUR FINGERTIPS (ECLIPSE.)
He can't control it; he isn't who he is supposed to be. He is wrong for what he does, he know this & it's painful, not being able to stop hurting everyone he knows. He might kill each person in his path, & he's determinded to fight fire with fire. & If it is himself that stands in his way, then it is him that must perish.
BETWEEN THE PAGES OF FATE (MODERN.)
He is a boy who lives in his dreams. His life is built on them, just as his books are. A writer, a famous one at that, he is, though he says he only publishes his dreams to share with others. He hold each dream dear to him & does not believe that they aren't anything less than visions. He does not understand them, nor do many others; but he knows the future sits in his palms.
WITH A HALO THE COLOR OF SIN (GANGSTA.)
( based off the SF fic, By Your Side )
A tough battle it's always been, between the Alliance LLC and the Colteron. He stands as a Navigator, a normal, paired with a twilight he was supposedly obliged to name his Fighter. A war for territory, against anti-twilights that plage the lands; is the fight worth it?
&& WHAT IF THE STORM ENDS (SNK.)
They were forced to do it. After the serum had been leaked to create titan shifters out of orphaned children, they had no other choice. They made a sub-group within the Scouting Legion, of which goes by the name The Alliance. They call their soliders Navigators, their shifter to be Fighters. They train the atifcials into war objects, into weaponry they had chain to bed. It is where he works, where he trains with a shifter named Cain. They've become one of the best, but one of them is bound to die.
