vessels - twenty one pilots.
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ABEL STOPS IMMEDIATELY. He was aware that the red head had been the only on to show up that day. He was aware of the foul mood but he wasn’t expecting the soft reply he got in return to his informal greeting. They were words he knew WELL. Words he very often believed in, himself, but they were not words he’d hear from this boy. Not today, & definitely not any other day. His eyes studied the male in front of him as he peered, silently; a frown laced his lips. ❝Speak up, Matsuoka. Your voice is too soft when you look down like that.❞

                                  vessels - twenty one pilots.
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EYES GLANCE AT HIM WITH DISINTEREST. The lack of energy within him to question the normally silent male on his thoughts was beyond what he could’ve handled then; overworked & tired, Abel only agrees with him, countering with a similar statement. ❝I suppose not, but consider that, truly, no one can trust anyone. We are all liars; we savage what we can & every single one of us are SELFISH in this world; it is INEVITABLE, Deimos. ❞

THROWS MYSELF AT YOU BC I HAVEN’T BEEN ABLE TO RESPOND THESE LAST FEW DAYS BUT THIS MADE ME SMILE A LOT SO THANK U && YOU’RE PRETTY BEAUTIFUL YOURSELF KTHXBYE

ooc ;

OKAY !! first, i do, in fact, ship Caibel. i actually ship everything ( esp deimos && happiness ) but, while i do have my hopes for them, i can’t see Abel loving Cain. trust, loyalty, maybe even fondness, it’s all there– i’m not going to deny that. regardless, the thought of Abel really feeling as if he was in love with Cain just isn’t there for me to consider.

As for why, it’s quite simple: in both the comic && Eclipse, Abel shows a strong desire to protect. a sense of responsibility that easily overtakes him; perhaps a hero complex ( though it may be a very questionable one. ) He is shown in a constant state of struggle, mostly internal && against his brainwashed self. He fights against himself, hopelessly attempting to warn Helios of his wrong doings && it’s painfully obvious out of place Abel’s thoughts seem to be. Despite that, though, he still considered everyone else. He still gave himself the option of jumping out the airlock. He still played with the idea of sacrificing himself so everyone could be safe. In the comic, he saved Praxis without a second thought. He jumped into the Sleipnir with all intentions to fight for everyone other than himself. He promised Cain would make it back. He promised that Cain would live, whether it cost his own life or not. As I see it, that’s what is taking the place of love, as most portray. His selfless caring for everyone on that ship masks whatever love Abel could’ve had for Cain. TL;DR: Abel just doesn’t have time for it. So he doesn’t look into it.

But, do consider that Eclipse is an Alternate Universe. None of that game actually happens canonly, so I may very well find myself to be proven wrong later. Though, quite honestly, i’d love to be proven wrong on this. Because it’s clearly evident Cain has deeper feelings. The last time he appeared in the comic, guilt was written all over that pretty face once he realized how much trust Abel held in him. I do think Cain is suddenly becoming aware of how much his feelings have developed over their time together, going beyond the sex && their jobs.

&& now i’m gonna go curl up in bed && cry.

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                                               ACCEPTING !!!

LAUGHTER SPILLS FROM HIS LIPS WITH JOY; a hand barely made it to stifle the sound, but he wasn’t the least bit bashful. He only continues to let his eyes search the sky, a finger raining to point towards something in the distance. ❝That way– there’s one! Make a wish! ❞

I THINK I ROLLED AROUND ON MY BED FOR LIKE FIVE MINUTES BEFORE ANSWERING THIS BUT WOW THANK YOU SO MUCH THAT’S SO KIND OF YOU IT’S REALLY MADE MY DAY– butt you should also follow the bae cainivorous who let me hurt them in the process bc damn that thread is toxic

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141.

❝You were the only person I could ever TRUST, and you betrayed me!❞

                                   super duper angst meme.
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❝Kill you? You do me discredit, my0 friend! I can think up a much more CREATIVE punishment than that! ❞

                                 ahs: asylum sentence meme.
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A SMIRK, A SNEER, A CHUCKLE OR TWO. His eyes stay locked onto the wall & it’s apparent, the pleasure he finds in Ethan’s snarky comments. They were meaningless ( mere hiccups in his daily routine ) & Abel finds no reason to dwell on the subject; no reason but his own ENJOYMENT. ❝You refer to me as if we are not one; I wonder why that is? Besides, I don’t quite think you‘re grasping our situation here.

❝We are both beyond the limits of SANITY.❞